Yet another phase

of where did I put that ...! 

Will be forthcoming ... a mass movement in a tornado of inner internal inside frustrations today again 

A topple of items revealed ...

... yet more autographs to decipher of another's interests ... 

An avid autographer collecter of times spent with a Dad at PR functions 

Shadows of dim

in the outer rim of tragedy ... the look ahead ... still twisted in images of rot that time begot ... the poetic rhythms buried and ready to be unleashed but laden with burdens and layers of muddles in mess 

Dalliance ...frenzy ...

Obnoxious.... Ignorance 

not even the beginning of words to describe the reactions pre ... during ... after ... and long after the crisis to befall within these four walls and a ceiling ... 

Why ... ? what ? are not the words of the family reeking in the aftermath ... 

They experienced much too .... ? It was classic widespread stunned speechlessness and looks while standing in the death scene of a person who stood there and ...... did nothing .... 

This continues throughout those very early crucial days for a recovery that was hindered and to this day one beginning of a September in 2016 ... 

.... The reverberations are sorely felt beyond comprehension when a brown envelope arrived through the letterbox ... 

The oddest thing

in all this ... is having all the contents in waiting of a family I came to know ... The wade through of things others did while my deceased Dad was terminally ill. And that, that is waiting to go. Both my daughter and I in change since that time too. 

And in time, at a time I had no need for it. And still do not. The burden to go. There is enough to be getting on with, while I await the journey for its new destination North. . 

The discussions in place, when the current works on a home finished. The organisation of a room back. A kitchen and some more local driving experience. 

Then another phase will be in fruition just like the summer when things slotted into place with a new home, a driving test past and more ... 

The next test to happen in the Autumn late ... the driving to be shared in time to here ...