Advice from those

not always attune to over clutter clutter stuff ... well most of us know how that goes ??? 

I can't stand moving it from place to place ...

It goes straight into the sopping trolley or bin or recycle and out it goes ... 

When some items move North ... the resulting space will then be free to move about better in this advice ... 

When decisions final on not being too hasty in ruthless for a simpler life made 

The logistics in movement in minimal until it is how it suits ... 

The tasks ...

... slow back into project mojo... The solutions to some dilemmas becoming crystal clear in the fog of confusion. All areas of life tackled ground up in segmented times ....

The time when like moods it's easily done to others when it's hard. The continuing change in the world outside to adapt adeptly... The mistakes, the new systems. The ignorance and the blessings ... 

And now I have a month where I cannot believe how old our daughter will be. Our cousin Karen reminding me by the age when she had one of her four kids to prompt me last year, whilst catching up with some of the family again... 

And off again to pet and home sit and make more plans regarding distribution, before I get in the relevant people ... 

In my own hand

on my device ... immortalised in my archives to remind one can still write. When first given opportunities in attending those scattered meetings across time ...  after the moments lost in the folds of a life out of line.... the putting of pen to paper was odd!

The little tasks taken for granted and as happens, when not used a while, amazing to be reacquainted... 

And how we were taught to do capital letters ... an art in itself .... forming those first letters ... 

All things in

the following weeks intercepted with those breaks ... of which the journeys are all in order ... that is life outside the home sorted. It is still difficult to do. The need to go beyond the door is very important. It is much easier to have everything come to me ... especially with the world of online orders in all aspects of functions.

The more than all those ideals in keeping on top of your home amd life .... I get highly amused by all those who clip their ideas in the media on planning and actually bring in all the more unnecessary items in attaining the earning a living in sponsors and adverts. 

I have still to find a way in the overwhelming life outside in the world, where social media means lots more of ... like me and share ... 

It is up to everyone whether they want to see ... what is for one, is not for another ... 

The silliest

time ever ... if it was not so tragic ...

I have had the array of emotions that is only noticed by those closest to the situation... though  today was a diversion and delve into an historical film. This happens a lot to take the mind away while I win the many battles in dispersing OCD traits of another. 

I am seeing the benefits slow in mess. A sit amongst the flutter of papers accumulated too from the wrong side of the unhinged finances and bombardment to oust a man out of life ...home and health forgotten ... 

The shock reverberated when it led to a death ... 

One agency learnt from the mistakes 

And one did not ... both big organisations 

cos it still happens with me ... I still get unhinged every so often much still needs not to be forgotten when in 2014 I had no continued care ... I suffered in 2016 ... I am not yet out of the woods ... 

Rustling in the night

not ....the glimpse of life peeking from the recess of time. Another night in wanders. And wonders. The ignoring to to function in the now. I have a lot happening. I require a schedule. I am going in the flow. One can not beat against the recovery in this process. 

Tomorrow

or later today sees three boxes dispersed. I am in decisive mode. Whilst my sister has her operation on her hand, I will be getting one step nearer the door. 

There is a lot to finish from another move about of disperse. I am also in the plan of four out of the five rooms in tandem. The ready for an appointment for someone to rake a collection of things. 

The kiddy will be coming in this year to help a bit more too. In the meanwhile the paperwork, health and aspirations alongside good smart layered clothes will be needed in an environment I am bracing myself forthwith. All this in tandem and trying to segmatise and not get too overwhelmed ... 

Three counties

and more. The many different homes, restaurants, pubs and winter walks, around or by various water landscapes, witnessing life in nature and architecture. I can not really say much about the different homes visited this time for it will be upsetting for some. The way my daughter does not bat an eyelid at how her car seat and car in general gets, ferrying around her clients. 

One proud Mummy in how she handles her life on. The determination set within of obtaining her PhD after this unexpected gap time on a death last Easter. And the way we were forgotten in that time. The bitterness does not descend, the inner workings of loved ones helping us to keep that at bay. 

And the fact my hubby would not want it either .. today the words not expressing the wonder in this time when we battled and juggled so much ... 

We have an array of stunning people about us, and we are blessed with much in the little left, that the tatters did bring, we but moving on with the love in kind from those that stoppped in their life a while to assist ... 

Whence it came

hence the gain. I will obviously never view life quite like it again. The positive use out of it will be forthcoming. A lotta lotta slog to wince through first. I only hope the experiences gained will stand in good stead for the research into life beyond here to there to over there ? 

Xtra special

never not nor the norm. The essential ingredient missing. I see all points of the cracks that we fall through in a life. It is much advantageous now ... The uncoordinated sign off of care. The not listen or taken seriously 

Cluttered homes, towns ...

.. and transport ... the swathes of new builds. The cars and people humming about. This exceptional volume due to post festive moment exacerbating the situation ...

The same with the health and social care on black alert in hospital movement and patient flow, where my sister works today. It was a busy festive time tail off on which she was never off the worry, that it was heading for this ... and all the responsibilities her vocation entails ... 

We had to advise her to clock off now ... she did turn her work mobile off once she was settled... and in hand with those within the team ... 

I am and have been in this position of seeing both sides of this dilemma ... where people will die from lack of due attention in overstuffed work and care places tooo 

Year

on in to another task set in place among the dilemmas and difficulties. The change in churn up of those churlish times to us. The difference in banter in time spent with family. The mixture of growls and chuckles. And a beaut time in many experiences of a year into year. The knowledge of some self esteem... a lovely gift to have again ...